Lethargic Ass Bitch ( LAB :] )

Here I go again with the random emoness. I mean like I just randomly start feeling strange and EVERYTHING bothers me. Schools still stressful. Friday I have a practice SAT & a PFT. Hopefully I can pass both. Speaking of passing , I'm passing Enviromental Science with an 85 woohoo and English with an 80. Idk about the rest of my classes. But I really need to stop being lazy. I'm smart, I know it. I just act so lethargic most of the time. I think nostalgia causes my "depression." I need to stop it. Everytime my mom sees me she asks whats wrong and like always I say nothing. I love my mother no matter how much we argue. But I just don't see her as one to go to when I need someone to talk to. I rather blog. Lol. On the other hand, photography class on Saturdays is really grabbing my attention. I sorta "borrowed" this really heavy book called "The History of Photography" and found it to be really cool. I like a lot of modern photographers from the 60-90's. Really good shit. Started reading a book called "The Glass Castle" the other day. Its a memoir and as much as I hate memoirs, I actually like it. Good looks Ms. Jones (: So today in school around 9th period, I was going to my locker to leave some textbooks and some kid offered to carry my books. It was cute , but it got me mad. When I need help, I never get it. People always come to me when they need something. I'm a nice person but don't take advantage of me. I'm pretty humble which is a reason a lot of people find me vulnerable. I'm starting to lose my temper really easily. Idk like I've said in previous posts shit is really getting me mad recently. I feel like I'm being repetitive. Blah but yea, my hair looks how it looked Sunday, don't ask how, haha. I have homework but I don't feel like doing it at the moment. (Lazy ass bitch, smh)